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Lust loves Envy Part 2 We'll talk about it later, Collin's words stuck in my head like glue on paper. I didn't even know if Collin really did have an explanation as to why I've had more than one life but I needed some type of answer. Some consolation. Maybe he can explain how to stop it.
I walk into the guest room and catch Collin playing with a small handheld harp. Collin's eyes move to look at me but the rest of his body concentrates on that single harp, it's harmony so beautiful and sweet like a love ballad. "Pardon me, but I am playing an instrument at the moment, I don't want to be bothered," Collin said quietly.
"You said we have a curse," I insist. Collin stops playing the harp and looks at me coldly, as if I spread a secret of his.
"Close the door." I do exactly as he says. Collin grunts, smiles, ponders then sighs. "We are sins. Me and you are only two but they're five others whom are just like us. I believe one of them entered the compet
Lust loves Envy part 1 I felt almost free as the water filled my lungs. I was drowning. I was so cold and breathless as my body plummeted to the ocean floor. Goodbye, life number 4.
Hello, life number 5. This time, I was male. Tall, muscular and lean. Very handsome and popular with the women in town. In this life, I spent it studying hard and playing basketball with friends. Everyone had a girlfriend, but me, I was the only one with out one. I knew I could've gotten a girlfriend, but this life has brought a complication, only few teens dealt with. I was secretly transgender. I craved to be a woman. To be called pretty. People called me "Pretty boy" because I was so handsome but I wanted to be called "Pretty girl."
In life number 5, my name was Joel. I named myself Ella and sometimes when my mom was at work I would sneak into her room and try on a couple of her clothes but they never fit me because my mom was short and chubby. My dad had left the family for another wo
Hath No FearGiving yourself completely up to fear is kinda like falling in love: You can't pin point exactly when it started and by the time you realize that you are surrounded by that sensation it's already game over. Just like the image of the person you are in love with starts creeping out from every unexpected corner, fear never leaves your side when you give it a welcome stay. After a restless sleep, it starts beating anxiously in your heart the moment you wake up in the morning and commands all your thoughts and actions throughout the day. It is nothing short of a prison, except you are the only inmate and the warden never takes a break. Ever.
I do not exactly remember when I let fear occupy my being but I remember the exact moment when I realized I was ruled by it. It was late in the afternoon, everybody was out there 'getting busy living' and I had locked myself inside my bed half awake, not particularly finding any valid reason to get out of it. Then I was awakened from a nightmare by my
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